I HAD TO GO DADDY

Dear Daddy,

I had to write this to you Daddy to tell you that I love you. I left you without saying goodbye. And Daddy I know that you didn't expect me to leave you like I did. You thought that you would have me around for a long time. Daddy can I tell you what I did while I was with you? I planted seeds in your heart Daddy. Remember the smiles I gave to you? That was my way of saying I Love You. And remember the way that I tried talking to you? Oh it was perhaps just sounds that were heard, but I tried to tell you that you were the best Dad and how happy I was to have you as mine. Oh and the best times for me was when you would pick me up and hold me. I could feel your love and I knew that I was very important to you. I was the Special Blessing that was given to you, and I wished that you had known that it would only be for a short while. And Daddy you know I had to go.

I went quietly in my sleep Daddy and I didn't suffer a bit. I closed my eyes and suddenly I was in Heaven. I know Daddy that you think that there was something that you could have done, but Daddy there wasn't because it was my time to go. Don't blame yourself anymore Daddy. You see Heaven needs little ones too. There are other girls and boys here and I know that their Daddy's miss them too. And Daddy you didn't loose me completely, I am still with you in your heart. I have always been in your heart and I always will be.

Daddy I know your heart has cried for me. I had seen it breaking and I wanted so much to help it to mend. You know that sometimes Daddy God replaces the things that you lose with something that is even more precious. Look closely Daddy and see what God has given to you it is there, but you have to see it not only with your eyes, but also with your heart.

I just want you to know Daddy that I will always be your little girl and I will always love you. Daddy don't blame yourself anymore, let the tears flow freely Daddy. Let healing come into your heart and into your life Daddy. We will be together again Daddy when it is your time to go. That is the hope and the promise that you have to hold onto Daddy. We will be together and you will be able to hold me again. And I will be able to wrap my arms around you and tell you that I love you. The body I was given wasn't strong enough for me Daddy so you see I had to go.

With All My Love for You Daddy,

Your Loving Little Daughter

(Author: Inez a.k.a. Angel45_2B)

PAGE DEDICATION

In Loving Memory of Julie-Maree O'Donnell

FROM THE HEART OF ANGEL45_2B

This letter is meant to bring healing into the lives of people that have lost a child. It is addressed to a Daddy because too many times we forget that the men have feelings that need to be recognized too. My own Father lost a little girl 29 years ago. And for my family it was hard to see Dad cry, but years later I can say that I am glad that he did. It showed me that he couldn't always be strong for everyone around him. And this page is not meant for just the men but also for you ladies too. Just change the words to Mommy and you will know that if we could hear the child speaking this is what they would be saying. This is my prayer:

Oh Lord bring healing into the lives

Of everyone that comes to this page,

May they know that you are near to

Comfort them and mend their broken hearts.

May they once again find the joy they were meant to have.

Amen.

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