I'm writing you this letter to let you know how I am doing. I don't know what to do any more Father. I am so lonely, I feel so unloved and so unwanted. I can't think straight and I have cried a lot of tears lately. I try to do right but it seems that what I do is just not good enough. I try to love people and when I think that I am doing right they suddenly disappear from my life. Why Father, why do I let it happen to me all the time? What is wrong with me? Why can't people love me? People laugh at me and call me names. Why do I let people control me and use me only to throw me away? Don't they know that I have feelings too and that I am concerned about them? Don't they realize that I mean it when I tell them that I love them? Why Father Why? My heart aches to be loved by someone Father. I even have trouble sleeping and working. I find my mind saying all kinds of things to me. And Father the sad thing is that it is beginning to make sense to me. I can't go on like this Father what am I to do? I cry out why oh why have you and everyone else forsaken me? Am I ever going to be loved? I have to go now Father cause the tears are starting again and I can hardly see.
With Love,
Your Daughter
Dear Daughter,
I see your loneliness and fears, your guilt and frustrations. I see your endless search for love and fulfillment. All this must be, in order for you to come to the end of your own understanding--then you can hear My voice. Listen carefully amid the noise of the world and you will hear…I love you, I shed My blood for you to make you clean. Give yourself completely to Me. I created you to be just as you are, and you are lovely in My eyes. Do not Criticize yourself or become depressed for not being perfect in your own eyes. In Me you have been made perfect. I want you to trust Me one step, one day, one second at a time. Dwell in My power and My love and be free, be yourself. Don't allow other people to control you. I will guide you, if you let Me, but be aware of My presence in everything. I give to you patience, love, joy, and peace. Look to Me for answers for I am your Shepherd and will lead you: Follow Me only! Do not ever forget this! Listen and I will tell you My will.
Let My love flow from you and spill over to all you touch. Be not concerned with yourself and others, simply because I love you. Take your eyes off yourself, look only to Me. I lead, I change, I create, but only when you are not striving You are mine…let Me have the joy of making you like Christ. Your only command is to look to Me, and Me, only--never to yourself and never to others. Do not struggle, but relax in My love. I know what is best and will do it in you. Stop trying to become, and let me make you what I want. My will is perfect. My love is sufficient. I will supply all your needs…only look to Me.
